I remember every look upon your face,the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste you make it hard for breathing.....'Cause when i close my eyes and drift away, I think of you and everythings okay and finally now believing......-boys like girls-

Two is def.better than one!

 Something of a rant about me life!! To clarify im no drama queen! Plain and simple......Everyone should have their passions in life and mines just originally intended to be simple...i'm quite sure but turns out im just another girl with lotsa D to contribute to the world :) hahaha....I guess it's just the musing of a 24 year old lovechild!! haha....I could tell you that i'm someone who wanders around life a little differently to everyone else....

 Mazel tov to that peeps!! I wanna drink and i wanna celebrate everyday if possible...There are days that make the sacrifices seem worthwhile and then there are days where everything feels like a sacrifice and then there are sacrifices that you can't figure out why your making.......It took me a while to get what those words meant in a personal way but once i stopped trying to figure out why..life got a whole lot easier.....cheers to that :)

Anyway i am truly sorry for the extended hiatus,it drifted more into the realm of over a month rather than the usual 2 weeks....Just been to wrecked to even consider blogging but im back now! Oh but something ive learned....

Wearing corsets to a club will make you very eh popular! hehe.......my simple act of randomness! haha....

 I guess ive been caught in a all year round summer/humid whirlwind where im constantly doing things like.................partying/working/partying/traveling/partying and etc......haha....and when i do have a day to myself i just wish to lie in bed all day and so i have not bothered posting! I haven had anything substantial going on or to blog about aside from posting up my discotech lifetsyle pics! hahaha....Pretty much an unhealthy habit considering there is a great deal of wonderful things to do out there in life.....Oh well... guess it's a form of inspiration to my very dull life!

 However seeing as ive been gone awhile (a teensy little white lie) hehehe......I thought i should sit down and ramble on so you will all know that im still very much alive just lazy! haha....and as u prolly can see......pics do speak a thousand words!! In conclusion i love taking pictures of myself and everything else around me as much as how you love visiting my blogAlog! hehe...If possible i wanna capture every moment of my life and share it with you guys :) A beautiful life after all says mischa barton......

p.s. warning excessive amount of photos! hahaha....sorry but do enjoy!!

 The day flew by, and soon it was time to go back to reality...so the job requires blazing speed and unfading smiles.......I persevered!!! haha.......paid off!!! In the end the entire production team and my job was finally done!!!! I remember seeing a big crowd at a fork in the runs..I assumed it was just another minor error and that somebody was just complaining rather loudly...turns out it wasn't! instead it was a toast to a happy ending for a new chapter in my life :) I could literally feel the combination of my adrenaline and excitement flowing through my veins! Happy indeed.......now for some relaxation time!! hehe....

That entire week made me realized how hard it was to make $$$$$$ daddy O Was right.............the job isn't all glamorous after all :)

but.........def earns me my early christmas pressie!!! Ahh...finally!!!! I love the year end.......already in my holiday spirit!!!

  Let's party in the USA!!.....oops i mean kuching only...hehehe :) my year end at the four b's will be AMAZING!!!! Bloomie's,bendel's,bergdof's and barney's!!!! My escapade will be incomplete without a trip to these four fashion havens!! im gonna leave the boy at somewhere male friendly!! haha and anything there will be worth buying!!! hehe..Im counting down the days till i party in the usa!!!

For now.....its just kuching for obvious reasons.......the hectic job i was mentioning earlier!!! hehe....

up up away......

kuching city......my very first time there!!

my week of haven!!!

my only companion!!!! what will i do without u baby!!!!

I had a magnificient suite!!!! princess for a week!!!! hehe :)

baby corrina......awww adorable!!!! she was mine for a week :) hehe..... 

day dreaming..........

  Whatever happens inside of you that makes you treasure a friendship happened to me....there is one thing better than making a new friend,and that is keeping an old one :) We spent that afternoon screaming with laughter.Our jaws ached from smiling so much....Our imaginations took us to places u could only imagine.....

From our penang days.........hehe :) not forgetting amy's recent visit to kl!!!!

The only time i got to wander the streets of kuching was with the girls..aside from that it was the usual room service!!! so much for the adventure!! hahaha.....poor me :(

Partying kuching style.....Barzing's launch party at travilion square!

I have a fetish for anything with a sexy back!!! take note!! hehe....

Dj,STELLA Nutella in the house!!!! baby corrina's hot mama!!!

partner in crime....

The following night..............hehe :)

I played guest host for 10 minutes! hahaha.....

Ah....i had to get daisy lowe's dress!!! awesome!!!

don't recall that night after the camera died on me :(

im grateful for the stay in kuching and i enjoyed every bits and pieces of it! It can be exciting eventhough i had to really work hard during my so called holiday there....but to me the important thing is realizing what are your goals in life and making sure your on the right track......its not so much bout choosing right from wrong,its making a positive contribution to the society around you and valuing the things that are really important!! like friends u'll never find anywhere else but in kuching!!!

Back to the land of hopes!!! Alright friends are forever!!! Everyone knows that....and it has been a month since we celebrated her 22nd birthday!!! I know i know...my bad!!! for being sooo "busy" hehehe.....takes one to notice huh.....haha :) As mentioned......tons of pics! and im sorry if the blog pics don't get uploaded!!! Refresh it ya'll!!! hehe....

Her 22nd at sultan lounge...M.O! we finally discovered it on the 12th of september 2009!!!

p.s.thanks henry for everything!!!

I LURRRRVVVVVVVVVVEEEEE my bebebabyyy.... dressss!!!!! An occasion like this calls for a day of pure shopping and pampering!!!! hehe :)

we had 4 magnum moets...........and a dozen of those bottles? haha...sorry henry for burning a huge ass hole in your pocket!! hehe.....

obviously i gave "the" pressie to the wrong girl....hahahaha.....

Oh my!!!my mother will scream if she sees this picture!!!! hahahahaha.......

my bluebabybox to her!!! which clearly shows that she's loving it cos u see her wearing in on her wrist every other time!!!

We had a pre birthday celeb for the tinkleboobs......haha!

Schokolart at solaris,kl!

sealed with a birthday kiss!!! muaxxxxxx!!!

After partyyy at velvet!!!!

told u i have a fetish for anything with a sexy back!! hehe....

SEPTEMBER marks a very important month due to the fact that I had ALOT of birthday parties to attend..not 3 or 4 but 8 maybe? The excessive amount of alco i had to endure was beyond unbearable....I drink,drank,drunk to glory.........how do you cure a bad hangoever? Ahhh I know...im never drinking again! hahahaha.....serious!!!

Next.............. MARC's white winter wonderland birthday feast at the one n only winter bar!!!!

p.s. loving the pics!!!! So i wonder when will i get invited to p.diddy'd fourth of july white party at the hamptons? NEVER perhaps!! hehehe......

hell yea........

babygirl returned home from sydney for 3 weeks and now she's back in sydney again :( thats how long ive been missing! hahaha....

your new malaysian idol judges!!!!

happy family.......

ROOTZ exclusive launch party at LOT10 rooftop!! Ze new fav place to be!! Uber chic and eco friendly!!! yumss!!! hehe...

 I have to say that i lurrrve my dressssss so badly!!! Okok so few months back while shopping at topshop, the bestie spotted the black one but size was a problem....so i reluctantly left the shop with a sad smirk on my black face!!! The entire time i was only fussing bout how badly i needed it........ eventually i didn't get it!! I couldnt find it anywhere :( AND suddenly while walking around the other day at pyramid  ( no intentions to shop...very poor lately) hehe....I spotted with my very own big brown eyes....the same exact one only in this very funny orangy/pinkish tone!!!! No hesitations......i bought it!!! No regrets!!! wore it the next day to the launch party.........not 1 but 10 ppl actually complimented my dresss!!! hehehe...i guess now everyone is gonna go and buy it...thankfully i wore it first and tadahhhh...........great taste!!! love ALLL my dressses!!!! need I say more?

have u seen the ladies?? omggg zac efron everywhere! hahaha

yes soraya lovesss the spotlight....hehe :)

The boo and I.........BTW,

ROOTZZ ROCK!!

One of those partying nitez with amy around in kl..........

hahaha the aftermath............

To ARTHUR...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Guinesss black party celebration gold classssss all the waaay....

p.s. thanks ken for the invites!!!

oohhh jamie and evey looks pretty much alike :)

this one is for the babygirl!!!!!

big girls don't cry.....

A random night out with the girls....

single,complicated,married and ????

baby weena....u see her in practically all my pics!!! she's such a beauty!!!

stefanie chua our miss malaysia world 1st runner up 2009

bitchy mouse society rawks!!!

Partying the white way at Aristo foulplay with the girls.....

hahahahahahha....simply memorable :)

pls feeed me!!!

A random partymosphere!!!!! Hennesy artistry party at quartro!!! thanks to marc for the invites again :)

Its quite apparent my fav brand is topshop.....most of my dresses/tops and shorts are all from one specific brand!!! darn how boring can i possibly get..i guess there are times i just feel like shopping at just 1 particular shop and when it calls for a bigger occasion then only i'll take the time to actually go find something better......can u believe it? im starting to get lazyyy to shop :(

tooo bad i didnt get the chance to party with the boys from boys like girls!!! Im in lurrve with their new single -Two is better than one-

Random party shotz......i just cant remember when/where/how/what.........all i know is i took some pics and here it is.....

Oh now i recall....moon and I Had the same f21 dress!!! hahahahaha.....

No more partying for awhile!!!! this I promise you!!! Im taking the time to venture into something new...let it come November rain!!!!

On to something a little more random these days....I received the cutest ever pressie the other day,something ive always wanted for sometime but couldnt see myself actually splurging on it.......

I came home and it was already hanging on my door knob....

picture perfect!!!! thanks booo............i lurrve it!!!

I found this the other day.......my ribbon collection from high school days....feel awful for throwing em all away...but i had to do it!!! New things don't come if the old ones don't go!!! so long ribbon/bow days!! hahaha.....

 Its true....with white one can never put a foot wrong!!! Sadly out of everything i want there i only have the watch!

would sooo want this!!! anyone?

and this!!!!

im not sure bout you...but i believe every child had their precious moments with the talking teddy from timeless tales!!! This would be a great christmas pressie!!! Though i can't find it around in kl :(

Lastly........the bestie insisted, working wonders huh? hahahaha......

i feel no shame! hahaha......

I have multiple cravings these days and one of em requires me to get fat!!! im not joking! 3 times a day can literally kill u :(

Okay since the 7th heaven is my new paradise....thought i'll share my very fav place and the least fav.place...haha :) wanna take a wild guess?

where you would usually find us........having a ball!! haha.....

you see nothing is simple when it comes to the 7th heaven......i find it simply a "joy" getting up when im ding dong drunk!!! enough said!!!

a view from my paradise!!!

p.s. sorry the room is very I repeat VERY messy due to many factors which im unable to reveal at current moment!! haha..stay tuned yea for my very very whitish room!

ze baby seal............now models for the hall!! misss her much!!

LASTLY...

My baby sister obviously doesn't know how to behave in front of her friends!! Paradise from the top!!! loving every bit of it!!!! Now u all know where i find serenity :)

I find no joy in describing anymore.....hope u enjoyed every picture!!

Okok im really not quite done yet!! I still my brother's bday pics to share!!! We saved the best for the last!! hehe..enjoy!

siblings in crime!!!!

we are family......study study in the library! hehe :)

i wonder which boo is holding me!! hahhahahaha

to be continued.........bye!!! muaxxx!!

  Oh silly me, you thought happily ever after began with that 5 carat tiffany diamond ring presented to you at a very chic manhattan address? Think again.......

  The way i see it.........

LaughingAlot!!!

Currently playing in my head : She's so high by tal bachman!!

Today's horoscope : I think that you are very self conscious but you are beautiful, you worry what other people think about you yet you are all they think about!! Caring and sweet always but can be aggressive. -Well said-

you belong with me.....she wear high heels,i wear sneakers.........she's cheer captain and im just me??

At any given moment,on any given morning,there will be me...somewhere,somehow ill always be there.......

 When monsters lurked beneath my bed at night, and scary dreams ran through my head...no one came to my aid! Instead i heard laughters coming from across the room and soon realized that those tiny sluts were laughingAlot!! (At me or not) I clearly don't wish to know! haha... And when thunder growled those sounds i dread -There you were.my fluffy fairtytale,seal!! So what if i ate your candy that you should have shared? U stole my tic tacs when i wasn't even there!! hehe :) Sometimes I feel such strength surrounding me...i wandered around the room and got a glimpse at what it may be, a picture frame of the 3 of us stood there and it suddenly hit me that without them around (annoying the daylights out of me) ,my life will be incomplete!! I can't succeed!! hahaha.......humor is one thing, love is forever!! A happy meal always does the job but lately they are insisting on a new pair of louboutins.........sighhhh pretending to not hear is my best skill!

 I hate waiting forever! I thought...it's hot and sticky and the weather is just not permitting lately....I want my weekends!! Still i made sure my wait was gonna be worth the while.......sometimes i think i can..i think i can.......hehe, I struggle to find that sheer determination to want something these days! When i think things are too difficult or too time consuming......I'll get those...I -JUST-CAN'T- DO- ITsss!!  At times i'll just think of the last runner in a race...( the run of your life) then realize how easy it is for me actually....i just have to believe and move forward a little bit more in everything i do...Above all. i've always been taught to believe that good things will come if you wait! and not the saying  "all good things eventually come to an end"

Leighton meester -good girls gone bad single however makes me love her even more!! hehe....At the end of the day I matter most!! The best advice i can give anyone is to always forgive each other-dont let your differences linger over time...you never know what the future holds honey.....On my end,its always greener! hahaha....OH oh and also make sure to look at yourself in the mirror before you leave the house or car or wherever, especially if your going somewhere "important" hehe :)

 Dearly beloved readers....ive been longing to blog for so long......i miss the thought of sharing my every desires at current! hehe.....im grateful u've been patient enough and i promise to do my part at any given time possible.....Life's been treating me fairly i must say, after all life's a ball.....go play and eventually u'll learn how to tackle it the right way :) As for now...i hope u enjoy my long awaited post and ofcourse those lovely pics!! Where will i be without my trusty camera? enjoy.....muaxx!

Good girls gone bad part 1 at hennesy 2009.

twins effect...hehe....

PART 2 AT OUR USUAL PLAYGROUND...

we love our topshops!!

Another random nite out in town with a crazy bunch of party animals..hehehe i miss my boring days! sigh

crazeee bunch....haha i never fail to have fun with em!!

her man's shirt......do something..anything ryte babe?

Save the best for the last!!! Our lil panda's 21st birthday! drugs we dont do!! drama we certainly will....hehehe

miss moet and down that flaming bitch!! hehehe

there goes ur birthday kiss!!! hehehehe...

Dinner first at renaissance kl...double dose of pure birthday joy!!

our singapura friends....hehe..

Dinner again at meredien kl,dan dan's 21st birthday treat :)

find the missing pieces.......

that's all folks....stay tuned for more next round :) wishing ya well,huggies n kisses! muaxx!

  I've never felt this way before,it's all brand new to me.....i wonder what could it be?? perhaps another one-of-this-kinda-awkwardly-feeling?? My head is spinning,At times i can't breath......those overwhelmingly vast thoughts of us are still lingering in my head and the best part is you are all i see...........

Question is.......should this even be?? or is he just hopelessly in love with you.....I tell u now,i am hopelessly in love with you....party is over,time for a reality check!!

 When i was 18,i wanted so badly to have a summer fling more than anything i had ever wanted before - more than being able to drive a car and more than having big boobs....i guess i wanted to not fall in love but instead to explore the wonders of lurrrveee......AND when i was 21, i thought i fell in love.....Mortified, haha so i begin to excused myself from all the relationships i've been in.......selfish of me to do so but who was i kidding.....i was in no position to be anyone's baby!! i never looked back........thought to myself maybe this has to be what falling in love feels like,,,,,,boy i sure wasn't ready!!

 I really had no idea what falling in love meant though........sure we had the long walks,holding hands,those ever after vows.....lalalala, I guess i always thought that a romance would make me feel different, older and wiser...a little more experienced perhaps......but i was wrong. Clearly i was.....for no apparent reason i was starting to feel the uncertainty - imagine me playing with fire? hahahaha...... -those fav.lines- i shall never forget.....

Note to all men = kind words do not cost much yet they accomplish much!

 Visions of you and me occupied my every dream....should this even be??  It was so wrong yet incredible...........I truly believe everyone needs to find something or someone to help them discover their own identity and to give them a sense of purpose in life -meaning and directions ofcourse! Sadly for me.....it just happened to be something im not proud of- in some ways it does give me the ability to express myself in funny ways and to connect to others in different ways........Oh well,regardless of whatever happens next in my life....i will still be very grateful and i want everyone to know that i had discovered my own individuality and need no one to tell me what to do...just because a girl wants to have a little fun doesn't make her a bad person......It is the entire subculture of me doing my own little things in my own special ways........i certainly need no excuse if i wanna party like hell!!!

  Pretty soon i'll be embarking on a  new chapter in life..that is all i have to do for now....listen to my heart and it will pull me through-for strength and inspiration and not material things!! hahaha that is an understatement we all know!! I make my own mistakes but i never regret anything...why should i? There is no reason to feel bad...........you learned from your mistakes and that makes a person whole again. Take a look deep down inside and im sure the answers will come your way but if you only believe in yourself-then everything will come your way.......

Once again......im deeply grateful for your patience and understanding....been really uptight with alot of nonsense these days[haha] and im finally free to blog again!!! I miss my readers out there and i really do wanna share every little thing possible but due to Alot of stress from everything......im gonna just share what is needed and FUN only!! hehe.....above all remember to enjoy my post and i promise to update more often alright? do we have a deal? hehe........

Enjoy.......muaaax!

Bebe blinged!!

A white affair........kanye's signatures!! hehe...

A day spend at the pool with loved ones...

you want me?? well too bad....u had me at hello but too little too late!

sisters really do have the best fun round.....no boys allowed anymore!

the one and only.....

Newman's anniversary party at mist club...

miss malaysia universe 2009,long time girlfriend!!!

yes miss blogger boy!! julie and sexychristy!!

thanks dkbu for the amazing shots!!

he needs to no introduction right....hehe

sexy and moi.....

the event nite...

p.s. thanks to him for the amazing shots!!! hehe....

fashion parade....

fellow girls next door.....hehe

We work.......she works...i work!! hehehe.....

she works at the mamak.......hahahaha

Velvety nite with the boys.........

 A simple night out always consist of neverending shots from my boys!! hehe....lucky us!!!

dj's biatch......

Edison chen's after party...........sadly no vip's cos we were too little too late!! boo hoo......

p.s. hehe stole pics from marc darling!! hehehe......

Mambo jambo with faces.......on a regular night!!

dj's biatch...hahahaha always!

surprised by my bottega purse.....belated gift from a good friend,hehe...love it!! hehe...

jacky's birthday bash at bamboo..where else if your the boss?

happy birthday!!!! hehehe....

love this picture....

i love my BCBG  dress.....hehe.....

yummy...

headed over to aristo later for a dose of pure fun!! hehe...

booni sir thanks for making moet my ultimate lover!! hehe...

natalia's and natalie's!!

my fav.part!!!!! yes evey drenched my dress too!! ppl seem to enjoy doing that!!

mr sg does it best!! haha

rocking the dj again!!!

SAT nite at frangipani/club 21!!

zebra print rocked it.....hahaha

 A typical day out shopping with the honey's!!! never fail to make us smile!!! hehe...we usually celebrate our spree By getting wasted!! haha...but this time it was just plain watermelon juice!! hehe...

delighted!!

zzzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzzz princess needs her bed!!! love much and kisses from me!! muaxxx.... till next time hunnies!!